lonely heart

Hej!

lonely heart.distance so far that i no idea when it disappear but yet i feel so close to you as if you were next to me.the anger of not having you next makes heart crumbles and burst into a billion pieces.every second feels like a eternity and my mind is filled with memories of your beautiful smile and incredible blue eyes.i wished it didn`t hurt as much but time hasn`t decreased my yearning only increased the pain of knowing you are beyond my reach.my blood is deadly cold whenever i think about you.you drives me crazy of lethal hate and at the same time i can`t stop loving you.why was i bestowed with cruel fate of meeting you?

my punishment was to meet you but can`t have you?

but i don`t want to feel like this and im confident i will forget you one day.but not today or tomorrow.

tragic girl